What a soul wants Open

[Dusk]

Dusk walked around camp. She constantly looked at the healers area. ``Oh.. how I wish I could be a healer. I think it is what my soul needs.`` Dusk barked. Her eys filled with hop she pled to be a heal. She believed that the stars are the ones from the past watching over them. |Brother, I wish I still had you also.| Dusk thought. She paced around and final walked to the water. She waded into the water and looked at the reflection. |I miss you, Baden.| Dusk thought as a tear hit the water. The stars shown and she went back into the cave.

[Kadzait]

Kadzait

Kadzait woke with a yelp, his head frantically looking around before he realized where he was. Letting out a tired sigh the wolf lifted his body from the rough stone of the Bloodlily cave, cold sweat lining his face. It had been another nightmare, another vision of terror that plagued his nights. He had grown accustomed to them, waking frequently whenever he slept, but the fear in which they created had not lessened. Still, as the wolf stood there, his breath heavy, the images slowly began to fade away. Lifting his head Kadzait glanced about, his eyes looking over his surroundings. He was resting within a nook against the rock wall of the Bloodlily dens, a cave that offered shelter to those of the pack. As his eyes slowly adjusted to the darkness the wolf let out a relieved sigh when he saw that there were none around him, and that the beings of his dreams indeed remained but a part of his mind, as harrowing as they were there.

Stretching his body, Kadzait began to walk away from where he had slept, his feet taking him towards the entrance to the dens. He knew that sleep would elude his mind for sometime now, and that a short walk outside would do him good. As he neared the opening the sound of the waterfall that masked its entrance grew until its thunderous roar drowned out his thoughts. Hugging the moist wall of the cave, Kadzait began to skirt around the falling water, thin droplets of liquid spraying across his fur. His legs moved slowly, placing his paws carefully across the rocks. Part of him simply did not wish to get wet, something that would likely prevent any chance of sleep he may have had. But his body also moved timidly, the wolf’s mind heavy as he walked forward. He had believed that by joining this pack, the Bloodlily pack, and starting a new life that he would be able to escape the nightmares of his past. But they still followed him, refusing to cease their constant reminders of darkness. A flame of anger seemed to spark in his chest as he grew frustrated at his inability to escape. Stopping, Kadzait shook his head, his anger subsiding as quickly as it had come, a sense of sadness washing over him. Perhaps he could never escape, and why should he even? Was this not what he deserved?

Letting out a defeated sigh, the wolf was about to continue forward when the slightest sound of disturbed water reached his perked ears. It could have just been his mind playing tricks, or simply the waterfall that roared beside him. But Kadzait was on his way outside of the dens in the first place, and so he decided it wouldn’t hurt to take a look. Moving forward again, the wolf soon passed the waterfall, the forest opening up before him. The trees were dark in the night air, mirrored by the black sky above, though a field of stars extended across the heavens as they seemed to shine down upon the world. The pale glow of the moon illuminated the land, casting a dim yet mystical light. Aside from the sounds of the waterfall, no noise or disturbance seemed to penetrate the calm air.

But as he looked around, Kadzait’s eyes fell upon the pool of water that extended out from the falling water nearby. The liquid seemed black in the night, though the image of the moon shone brightly on its glass like surface, the ripples from the waterfall causing the celestial orb to dance. It wasn’t long until Kadzait spotted the wolf standing within the water. Taking a step forward he lifted his nose slightly into the air, and by the wolf’s scent Kadzait realized it was a female, and she carried the scent of Bloodlily upon her. Realizing this, any aggression or caution he held vanished, as his body relaxed. Still, he tilted his head in curiosity as to why she would be outside in the middle of the night. Her black fur seemed to melt into the water, but the brown and white danced in the light of the pool of water. Her head was bent down and facing the water, and even as he looked on Kadzait noticed a drop of water fall from her face, briefly sparkling in the light of the moon before vanishing into the dark water, a thin circle spreading out from where it landed.

After shedding this single tear, the wolf then turned and waded out of the water, before turning towards the Bloodlily caves. Kadzait watched her approach, his eyes following her figure slowly. He had never met this wolf, that was clear, and his curiosity ran deep as to why she was about, but also from what he witnessed, why was she crying? He began to speak, his voice quiet, though his tone mirrored both his curiosity, and his slight sadness. ”It seems I am not the only one that can’t find any sleep tonight.” He smiled wryly, though it was somewhat strained. He waited to see if she would answer, though he made room if she simply wanted to walk by. He had known pain and sorrow for a long time, and knew that sometimes it was best to be alone, though for a long time he never had to choice to be otherwise.

[Dusk]

Dusk turned around. "Hello, and yes I dan't sleep. I am Dusk, whats your name?" Dusk bakred. The stars shown in pure beauty.. The water was beatiful to her. Even if it looked more like a black storm.

[Kadzait]

Kadzait

At the sound of his voice the female wolf stopped and turned quickly around. She returned his greeting, and stated that indeed she was not much of a sleeper, at least for that night. Taking a few steps forward, Kadzait leapt down from where he had stood, leaving the edge of the waterfall behind and landing a few feet away from the female wolf. Upon doing so he once again returned his attention towards the other wolf, just as she stated that her name was Dusk. It seemed from her words that her spirits had risen somewhat simply from seeing another wolf. At the same time though it could have simply been a measure to prevent him from seeing any problems the female wolf may have had, ones she would rather keep hidden.

Deciding that he would not make mention of what he had witnessed if she indeed did not wish to speak about it, Kadzait turned his body to fully face the wolf, before replying to her inquiry. ”My name is Kadzait.” Taking several steps forward the wolf sat down near the pool of water, and consequently near Dusk. His eyes lingered as they brushed over the black water, glittering with the light of the stars. Smiling slightly, he then again fixated his gaze upon the female wolf, before speaking once more. Already this small talk was bringing his thoughts away from the horrors of the night, and his tone reflected this, as his slight happiness was no longer forced. ”I do not believe I ever saw you here before. A new member of the pack, perhaps, or is it simply we have not crossed paths until now?” Awaiting an answer, Kadzait tilted his head, his eyes moving to glance up at the sky. Taking in a breath of the fresh, night air, the wolf simply gazed at the moon for several moments. Indeed, he did not recall ever meeting Dusk, or hearing mention of her. She could have been a new member, but it was not unlikely that fate had simply avoided their meeting until then. Turning his head, Kadzait listened for Dusk to speak.

[Dusk]

"I have a dream." Dusk barked. "Do you want to go swiming?" Dusk asked nicely. She stepped into the water feeling the waves lap her legs.

[Infidelity]

Harks flicked as she layed fast asleep, the hunter was sprawled out on the ground tired her sleek and crimson hued petite muscled frame was still where it remained, until blathering stirred the she-wolf from her sleep. Her golden pools flash open from her sleep as she raised her head then widened her pupils with wildness and to see in the night. The blathering went on as she was trying to sleep and she grew more aggitated her harks flicking before she finally got up with her teeth clenched and her hackles raised she disliked being woke after hunting. Her audits were flattened against her crimson crown. She pulled her carcasse from teh cold hard stone ground of the cave slowly pulling her weight with first her front then balancing the back and standing up, Her body languauge was on alert, she flicked her harks forward and back frequently checking for sounds and disturbances wondering where those good for nothing guardians were they were supposed to guard them but here she was being awakened.

Her raptuous gorwls rumbled in her throat as she stalked forth, her golden hues flashing with color as the reflections of the water dancing before her, it was calming and she had no fear of it. The dancing and spindling reflections of the little light there was of the night she settled down watching it from the dens with rounded orbs, the flat stone where she layed was smooth and cold slightly wettened from the spray of water she pawed it curiously before settling down again the rumble of the water now settling in her ears. Before finally closing her eyes to flick one open when she heard more voices she heaved herself back up and headed down into the camp to check it out grumbling ''Doesn't anyone know what time it is.'' her harks were flattened once more against her skull.

The she-wolf padded down the pathway, before hoping off the end into a classy stance with a sly creeping smirk across her mug her plume sweeping behind her in regal fashion ''Wel, well what do we have here?'' she snickered ''Would you two lovebirds mind keeping it down others are trying to sleep.'' there was an edge upon her tones and a sparkle in her eye she looked at Kaidzait ''Wouldn't want to disturb Markus would you?'' she flicked her tail dismissively as she padded down to check out the strange wolf ''Hey I don't know you- she sniffed her and jumped back with a cautious glare.

This certainly would be an interesting night... as she rose up with an impatient stare and a growl ''Were you the one who woke me?'' she stood her ground her tail flagging, raising up then lowering cautiously her ebony kissers starting to pull back and bare those ivories. Before she stopped and snorted staring at her new prey[/center][/size]

[Dusk]

Dusk glared at him."Well you must snore so loud your lying!" Dusk retorted. It was ovevus that Dusk didn't tolerate meaness. She looked away in anger. She lapped up some water and waited for a reply.

[ribbons]

i'm waiting some some kind of miracle

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[Dusk]

Dusk was in a bad mood now. It wasn't a good thing ether. When she is in a bad mood you can suspect a little aggresion. Instead she lapped up more water. Soon wading into the water and started to swim.

[Kadzait]

Kadzait

Kadzait listened as Dusk made mention that the reason for her waking was a dream, though she gave no further words on the subject. The wolf wondered whether it was the dream that had caused her to fall into her melancholy mood, but simply shook any questions away. It was her business, and hers alone, if she did not wish to share then he would not pry. She asked whether Kadzait wanted to go swimming, before stepping lightly into the water, the liquid engulfing her paws as small ripples flowed out from the disturbance. Stepping forward towards the edge of the glistening pool of dark water, Kadzait shook his head, replying in a kind tone of voice. ”I thank you for the offer, but I fear if I swim I would lose all chances of getting any sleep tonight.” Smiling, the wolf instead sat down at the pools shore, his eyes watching as Dusk stood within the still water, the image of the moon mirroring upon the liquid nearby.

Soon Kadzait heard a voice behind him, and tilting his head he noticed another wolf had left the Bloodlily dens, a multihued red and white female, the wolf approaching them slowly. As she neared Kadzait heard the female grumble whether anyone knew what the time was, the tone of her voice making obvious notice that she was not pleased with being out at the hour of the night that it was. As she stopped by them however, her annoyed scowl turned into a mischievous grin, and proceeded to ask whether the two “lovebirds” would be able to keep it while she was trying to sleep. Flicking his tail in slight annoyance, Kadzait responded, his tone passive though hinting at his lack of bemusement and slightly mocking. ”I apologize if our casual talk woke you from your much needed rest, but not everyone can stop everything and run because you need your “beauty” sleep.” She then also added that they wouldn’t want to disturb Markus, the Bloodlily beta. ”And same goes for Markus. I’m afraid my life isn’t controlled by the beta.”

Walking past him, the new wolf then proceeded to approach Dusk, who was still standing within the silent pool. A conversation began between them, but Kadzait paid little heed to the words they spoke, though from the rising tone of voices it sounded as if it wasn’t the friendliest of chats. Instead his eyes were focused on another wolf approaching them, her white belt almost glowing in the moonlight, the black specks mixed within growing darker in contrast. As she approached, the wolf also asked what it took to get some amount of sleep, her tone also showing her growing sense of annoyance at the situation. Sighing, Kadzait frowned at her, before replying to her remark. ”I’m not sure whether to be happy or not that all the wolves within this pack are woken by the slightest of sounds. Safe yes, but rather annoying.” If a conversation between Kadzait and Dusk, their voices kept rather low, was enough to wake two wolves, either the sounds traveled far within the twisting and echoing chambers of the dens, or these two wolves had far too sensitive ears. And though likely good for hunting and defending their pack borders, mixed with their irritable natures the wolves made a less than pleasant encounter, especially given the situation.

Shifting his gaze to once more glance at Dusk, Kadzait saw that she too was growing restless and frustrated. Frowning, the wolf flicked his gaze between her and the other female wolf, watching as Dusk abandoned their conversation for the moment, pushing herself deeper into the pool and beginning to swim, her body causing deep ripples to escape and fill the otherwise mirror like water. Turning away from the figure of the swimming wolf, Kadzait returned his gaze to rest upon the other two females that had decided to join them, speaking as he did so, his tone kind enough, but with a tad of reluctance mixed within. ”Since you’re already awake; both of you are welcome to join us.” Glancing to the side at Dusk, the wolf wondered how happy she would be at the prospect. But they couldn’t force the two wolves to leave, and neither would a fight do any good, it would likely wake up the entire pack and though Kadzait didn’t fear anything Markus could possibly do, he would rather avoid the attention and issue. Thus he silenced any other thoughts he had and watched the two wolves before him, awaiting to see how they would respond.

[Dusk]

'As long as they don't act like jerks." Dusk barked. She walked out of the water to sit down. "So what positions are? I am hoping to be a healer." Dusk barked. She sat waiting for an answer.

[Infidelity]

Fury snorted in disbelief at the weak and small femmie with a sneering retort ''I didn't see anyone getting up because of me little girl.'' her plume waved slowly behind her as she looked at everyone present ''Look at how many wolves you woke up. motioning with her head to them. She nodded in agreement to the alabaster wolf someone probably Markus allowed in she flicked her dial back to the insubordinate and clearly younger wolf. Her direction turned to Kadzait as he replied ''”I apologize if our casual talk woke you from your much needed rest, but not everyone can stop everything and run because you need your “beauty” sleep.”
and then he went on ”And same goes for Markus. I’m afraid my life isn’t controlled by the beta.” she smirked the tones and words were laced with warning and defiance ''That too bad since he's next in line to be alpha now.'' she replied not making a distinct tone to be sure wether she was happy about that or disappointed. Her auds flattened out as he said the words aloud ''”I’m not sure whether to be happy or not that all the wolves within this pack are woken by the slightest of sounds. Safe yes, but rather annoying.” she retorted ''Im hunter if I was deaf you'd be going hungry now wouldn't you?''

”Since you’re already awake; both of you are welcome to join us.” she flicked her ears abruptly turning and trotting to greet the other female who agreed with her flicking her tail in dismissal to the other wolves. Bored with them, she had no plans on getting her fur wet during the night even though it was summer the white wolf knew that but he didn't appear to be around anymore. Her yellow hues was centered at the moment on the one she was greeting.[/center][/size]

[Dusk]

"I am just waiting. None of you had to come over here. I am just saying." Dusk barked. She lapped up water. She turned to face the wolves. Her amber eyes blazed with shine. Her fur shown from the starlight.